brown sugar.
Monday, August 2
just as im ready to move forward and hug you... suddenly, by the difference of 5 seconds, you just gave me a reason to step back and cry. man, i hope i didn't went home early. but then,. i hope i did what was planned earlier rather than to experience this... i realized im now ok now, i mean i dont feel bad towards you. im just afraid to approach you cause im still skeptic. i just cant help it. damn me. you suck lil me! you really are one of my price possession that im slowly throwing away because of this damn stupidity that im doing. if only i can tell you i was sorry for being like this for this past few days. if only i can admit to myself that all along it was all a mistake. if only i can fool myself and ust forget about everything. cause i know, if i do it in a hurry, things might happen again. damn you lil jin. why dont say what u felt. dont just stay there and keep the issue by yourself. i dunno whom to speak to. soon. iL have the courage to patch things up. but i wont tell what happened. i would never ever tell. unless i trust you completely again. i miss you soooooooooo much. u just dont know how much i've been trying to feel better.
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