felt so hot inside
Saturday, September 19
so i went downstairs to eat dinner at around 1:30pm. and as i finished cooking my food, i sat down and watched tv. and as i was browsing channels, 1 scene catched my 99% attention. on hbo, the movie rocket science was showing. and as i remember, i partially saw the trailer before and i liked it. so i watched it with all my attention. and just by the scenes i remembered some foolish things i've done before. from high school to present. one thing, the debate team. man, it reminds me of the reason why we lose on the semi's. and next is his stage fright. which reminds me of my recitations, board works, defense, and so for. hate it to speak in public without the proper equipment to beat the monster. and 3rd that "drive" thing. we're more of an impulsive. i just dont want to elaborate. but they look somehow the same. kinda reminds me. and next was the L thing. whoa. just as my dream that i cant catch because of the other reasons here. i didnt realize that i could feel bad after being amazed with how they delivered the scenes and how it was well directed. anyway, someday soon, im going to download it and beat it from start to finish. hate it. i was really sleepy while watching it and being amazed. thats why i needed something to make the bad feeling a little bit different like losing 150T in poker. lol. bye for now.
Juiced 3:40 AM
