upon saying i love u back.
Friday, July 10
he lead me unto the stairway that leads to the heavens. but as i went there to find him, i found gray clouds that deviate me from seeing clearly. im blinded.
they said it only takes 10 mins. to eat a 1 hr. prepared food. and you may love someone the moment you saw him but it takes a lifetime to forget a real pain. we're not there yet. but i just cant stop smiling every time you get in touch with me. at our first meeting you trully left a remarkable footprint that i first thought to be annoying. but as days went., i realized how it touched my inner desires i've been needing for so long. but though im beginning to feel impressed with everything you've done you were lost. i dunno wats happening but that absence made me uncomfortable with our future. that short absence made me miss you in a bit though i know i still dont admit it from this very moment. and that absence made me realize our differences. im afraid to take risks. thats why im not good at poker. but as much as i dont want to gamble my love that i will share for you, im starting to became hesitant though before im willing to give it a shot. where are you now? now that i went all the way here, and spend my time waiting for you, you're not here. but i know its my fault. you poked me several times but i ignored you. i am sorry. i just dont know when will be the right time to show my appreciation. cause i believe that everything that was gained easily would also be lost easily. im afraid that when i finally say that im ready, you were just a fraud. but above all, if ever you will be there next time, i promise we will climb the mountain and see the clouds.
Juiced 1:32 AM
