Chapter 20.
Friday, May 1

almost one hour have passed and its May 1 already. its not yet official that i'm 20 cause i'm born at 9:29am. lol. ayaw tlga magpaawat maging 20 eh. i'm vocal that i dont want to turn 20. it feels like im too old. but then it still doesnt sink in that im 20 and im not a teen anymore. by being 20 i had more responsibility unto my hands like having my TIN number (I haven't dropped by BiR'S office yet) and managing my bank accounts and ATM. I hate going to banks and I'm supposed to call them yesterday and have a meeting today. thank goodness its a holiday I'm absolutely excused not unless my mom insists me going before our departure on Monday. Anyway.. maybe I'm 20.. i think I should do something... ahh! i'll have 20 this 20 things in life. haha. though i need to wake up early for church tomorrow, I would still do this.
19 Things I have accomplished for the Past 19 years:
(i stare blankly. lol have I achieved something?)
-okey one is I'm enrolled in college. the decline of Filipino out of school youth are big so I should cherish this privelage.
- second, I managed to let Heaven live. though I'm not the one who feeds and baths him, I still manage to play with him. The gift of Heaven's life! lets hail it!
- third, I can make indie movies, magazines, news paper, pahmplet, theater direct radio programs, short novels, investigatory project, documentary, adverstisement, news program, and so on. haha. But then it's useless to accounting.
-fourth, I have a basic knowledge of Photoshop, html, video editing, music editing, blogging techniques (except on wordpress, im still learning), gif making, peachtree (lol, dapat ba toh isama. haha) making themes for cellphone and other computer related stuff.
- I can fix my pc. i've been frustrted with that one.
- As my high school friends say, I became more sociable and vocal. I used to be an opposite of me almost back in high school.
- I'm now a registered voter! wee!
- I have my 2 debtless bank accounts that the one with higher assets is not allowed for my useless consumption.
- I managed to hide my secret crush for almost 4 years. lol. and still nobody has an confirmed idea about paranoia.
- My pc and laptop is still running smothly.
- I became more open to my Tita about SOME harmless stuff about myself.
- I can cook a rice! lol. and lucky me, sopas, milk tea, fried stuff, and etc. (only the easy ones)
- I managed to work temporarily for my Tita's company. lol. it's not that big time. really some small position and underpaid.
- I visited some cool places in the Phil and some cool restaurant. Because of that I'm acclaimed by my Tita as a good food taster and food fact addict.
- I have posted to several of my blogs. I have one in fs, multiply, blogspot, wordpress and etc. I frequently tell my hearts out there when I have time
- I had finished a complete Visita Iglesia and Simbang Gabi while I'm 19.
- I read a lot of books (fiction ofcourse! lol) and watched a lot of movies especially foreign like Hollywood and ofcourse Korean. I'm currently finishing some anime series and etc. Thanks to my broadband.
- I learn to love. Or maybe be blinded with love. (oh man is that an achievement?! it hell yo! and nonsense!)
- And last, I love you! my mom, Ninang, friends, pets, classmates, and the world! and also the stars and meteors. and most especially, God.
20 things I wanna achieve in the future:
- ofcourse, stay happy. that includes that all the people I love are happy too.
- get a CPA license and etc.
- Be fluent in French, Italian, Chinese, German, Spanish and Morse code. (lol)
- Drive smoothly and get a car.
- Go to Europe. and live there!
- BE RESPONSIBLE, FOCUSED, DEDICATED, DISCIPLINED and other positive characteristic that could improve me.
- Be loved passionately forever.
- Love someone who loves me passionately forever.
- Buy a house and lot with my mom's favorite swimming pool for my mom.
- Cure my Ninang and mom's illness. through ofcourse doctors.
- Wake up early! in the morning! and sleep early! and be not insomiac.
- Never be a crammer again and late comer.
- Deal with other people better especially with my friends. I think I dont communicate with them the way it should be that is according to their standards.
- Stop being an addict to whatever I'm so passionate about that I tend to neglect other important things.
15- Protect my eyes from wearing eye glass and contacts and maintain my 20-20 vision.
- Be studious. lol. I'm looking forward to this one.
- stop being lazy, bahala na si batman and other mortal sins I have in my life. AND most especially stop being an internet/computer addict.
- Be more expressive in terms of showing my love to my tita and mom.
- Love mother earth by every little way that could protect it.
- Change the world in my little ways and BE a better person.
and my birthday wish?
accomplish all the 20 things i've cited.
though I'm not at all a good person, I hope that people can appreciate who am i despite all my imperfections.
Happy Birthday Jin!^_^
Juiced 1:12 AM